Livet är i ett konstigt mellanläge just nu och jag vet inte riktigt hur jag mår. Men det får vara så ibland. 


Shoot For The Stars

I think the silence speaks volumes


Take your time


It's almost midnight

My mouth is bleeding

Anxiety fills my body

My head aches 

I'm exhausted 

Yet I cannot sleep

As usual



Everything hurts

Not only psychically but


Every part of my body 


I just wanna fall asleep

And never wake up

Thoughts run through my mind

And I cannot seem to stop

These tears




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I'm a renegade I always was

And the grass wasn’t green enough here
After watering it with my tears
I’m not sure where you went
Now we are just past tense
And the snakes, they are slithering in
Chasing me to my end
I can’t say where that is
I’m running again
And when I get there
It won’t be far enough
I’m a renegade
It’s in my blood
If ever I get there
It won’t be fast enough
I’m a renegade
I always was
Well, the spark never lit up a fire
Though I tried and tried and tried
The wind came through your lungs
A hurricane from your tongue
I’ll keep your secrets with me
Right behind my teeth
Your anger, your anchor
But I’ll sail much further on, ah, on







I can feel the pressure, it's getting closer now

Livet är rätt kaos just nu. Allt runtom mig skakas helt enkelt om. Allt känns tungt och mörkt. 

Before you came around


You struck a match and left me to burn


What can I say


All I'll ever be is partly settled in